ah the pains of being an artist- the guilt of risking money and time- the pains of not living up to your own expectations towards your craft- the poisonous feeling of drowning under the envy towards your peers who are "better" than you will ever be- and the worst part is, a non-artist will likely wont understand what it feels like having such weight on your back as an artist...
i highly see myself in this animation and the weirdcore theme makes the delivery of the message so cathartic due to the abstractness, complexity, and sheer emotion that an artist feels whenever they think about such struggles they go through...
all and all, another proof that good animation aint just about flashy 60 fps sakuga anime fight scenes